I explored many artists
such as, Chrysoula Skepetzi who I found in Crete and created paintings of
people with no features and lines so they lacked form. I found this interesting
and translated it in to my work where the dancers had no features to show they weren’t
real. I feel this was effective as the viewer is unable to connect to them.
Furthermore, as the dancers represent emotions it shows how the dreamer is not
dealing with and avoiding connecting to their emotions. Another artist I looked
at was Jenna Anderson, she creates beautifully detailed illustrations of another
world that she has created. They are haunting and peaceful. I didn’t explore
her style further but I wish I had as I could have used her as inspiration if I
began my investigation creating the visuals as said earlier.
Instead I focused on Kalmenson for his use of vibrant colour and decay that destroyed the images on the film. I explored covering work with prints, acetate, netting, broken glass and projector to show the disconnection of the dreamer. I wish I explored using the projector more as the shadows created could be really ominous and convey the ghost like feeling of the dreamer as they lose themselves. I could have created paintings/drawings of dancers to project and even move them around, like Kalmensons film to show the dreamer trying to join reality again. Moving them around would probably be more effective if I created a zoetrope of dancers. Using light to project the shadows onto the walls as it spins. Or use the ones where you have to look in them to see the movement to show how the dream is trapped inside the mind. If I had more time, I would love to try to create one of these but I have no experiences to start confidently in this area and little time to pick it up. On the other hand, I would have liked to have developed my prints further and actually layer them on top of a visual drawing. But I felt this wouldn’t have worked well with my more abstract pieces.
However, I discovered that acetate and ink/acrylic paint worked perfectly to create a similar effect to the rotting of the film. Layering this up showed a barrier that trapped the dreamer in their mind. I especially liked the use of paint that created a rough texture, rotting like appearance similar to Kalmensons film. Additionally, this texture was inspired by the artist Mara Light. Light creates paintings of porcelain like women who appear isolated and gloomy, covered in rough drips and painted on wood. This inspired me to try capture something in the face of the dreamer as no one can really see into another’s dream. By focusing on her face, it could show her disconnection from other people with a vacant stare. I also explored drips as I had moved away from using the dancers that represent the emotions. Instead I was going to express the colours of the emotions through drips that also conveyed the loss of control over the dreams. I think these work quite effectively but I wish I was able to explore more in painting a more focused piece of the face with a bold amount of drips that almost distort the face as it becomes lost.
The drips also create a movement as they fall. Developed from my interest of movement as I looked into ballet for the dancers, I decided to also film the paint moving. The mix of colours were intriguing as eventually they mix and lose the original colour like the dreamer losing control of their dream as they become reliant on it. I looked into Zarah Abraham as she creates drawings using charcoal and the movement of her whole body. If I had more time, I would have loved to have tried creating a drawing using paint and moving my body. However, I focused on bringing aspects of movement into my pieces differently and smaller. I created a few kinetic drawings using charcoal and paint with my fingers. I also tried drawing the movement of ballet dancers by following their movements with my pen. However due to the small scale I feel these weren’t effective and just turned out as scribbles.
I explored movement in different ways. I created two flip books to show two dancers moving together. I would have loved to have developed this, especially into a zoetrope. But I struggled drawing in detail at such small scale. I began showing movement through the videos of the paint mixing, light/shadows and hanging things such as a felt doll to watch it sway. Eventually I filmed the action of breaking glass and even moving my camera in a side to side motion to blur the image. Creating the effect of the image spinning slightly.
However, I needed to
explore movement further to have prepared for my final piece as I ran out of
time and jumped forwards on my idea on making my piece move. As I hadn’t actually
made any of my pieces move using mechanics or motors, and have no experience,
this didn’t work. I hadn’t considered the weight of my final piece as
connecting it to the wall would need stronger support. If I was to redo my
final piece and work to make it kinetic, I would use a thinner material for the
circle so it is lighter and easier to move. Additionally, I would need to
research into different ways to make it move such as motors, magnets, air/water
currents, touch, and gravity to make piece move. Then experiment creating
smaller pieces to see which works best. I wanted the viewer to be able to make it
spin so the spinning motion showed the loss of control the dreamer has of their
mind. Making the viewer get involved would create a connection between the
dreamer to reality so they are not so withdrawn.
I wanted to paint on a wooden circle as the brown wood would represent the
nature in the visuals and the circle shows how it is the dreamers own world
that they are trapped in. A 2D circle instead of a globe to show how it is not
a real world. To convey the use of the wood further I would have liked to use a
piece that looked more natural, with bark lines or tree rings to show a life that has been lost. It would definitely have looked more natural
that way, contradicting the artificial paint colours that drip over it. This
would have conveyed how she is not connected to real life and avoiding it by dreaming.
Inspired by Mara Light, I focused on the dreamer’s face and recreated the final frame of the film piece. With the close up of the face and the dream behind pouring down in colours as it tries to trap her in her emotions. I used acrylic paints and dripped the face as well as the bright colours. I think this would look more effective if some of the colourful drips dripped over the white hair and if the face had more drips coming down to show the threat of losing herself in her dreams. I think this would have a stronger impact and help lose the straight line across the middle. Furthermore, I don’t like the eyes of the face as the shape looks off to me. I would improve them by making them look more realistic compared to the rest of the face that has a more cartoon style. This would show the false identity she has given herself in her dreams.
The canvas was paired with broken glass and artificial, plastic flowers hanging over using wire. This broken glass shards represent the anxiety of living outside the dream and the fake flowers represent the overgrown wildlife in the visuals that take over her dream world and trap her inside. Additionally, I chose plastic flowers to show how the dream is fake. I considered using real flowers so they could decay to show her real life slipping away as she doesn’t live in it. I didn’t go for that as the broken glass and flowers are still part of her mind and are her made up emotions of fear. I feel like this works as it shows the threat of the canvas being underneath and broken glass hanging over dangerously. Conveying how she can’t get out due to fear. Similar, to this canvas painting I did where the glass pieces trap her inside.
To improve this, I would like to have brought back the printing I explored
earlier. Printing on the glass with the colours representing the fear emotions
would make them more visible to the eye and have a larger impact in the space
so it doesn’t look so empty. Furthermore, I also would have liked to create
some thick drips falling down the flowers and onto the canvas to connect the
two pieces and show how her anxiety fears are feeding her dreams and making her
lose control.
If I had more time and pre planned this more efficiently, I could create
a few more canvas paintings in circles around the original. These canvases
would have the other dancers in them of each colour emotion. The fear emotions
in bigger circles than the happy emotions to convey how she isn’t truly happy
in her dreams. I could also place another piece underneath them all and pour
the colour paints from each other canvas to the original to show how each
emotion is feeding into the dreamer’s canvas and connect them all.
To complete my final piece, I hung all previous work that was not in a sketchbook like the film frame and canvas on the wall behind. I left this to be quite muddled as dreams are not straight forward. I wanted to include these in the background of my final piece to show the development of the dream. The dreamer can alter their dreams and change them to something new. Which is why I wanted all these sperate pieces thrown together. I think they begin to tell the story of the dreamer losing control and wanting to get out of dreaming, before the dreamer loses their grip and become the isolated piece on the floor, no longer connected to reality at all. Unfortunately, another person took over my space a little so the wall space didn’t line up in the middle of my final piece. But to show they all connect I would use some sheer fabric, in a see-through purple (fear colour) to hang behind the pieces on the wall and drape down to the floor. Creating a waterfall like appearance, conveying the dreamer falling down and drowning in their dreams.
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